♥ 回望 2010

2010 年的最后一天

回望这个悲喜交集的年份

也许是我幸运

也许是上天在给我挑战以前的甜点

也许是上天对我疼爱有加

也许参杂着许许多多的也许...

第一次打工，吸收工作经验

第一次领花红

第一次过情人节

第一次和他告别,过着没有他的日子

第一次踏入高中六

第一次和姐妹一起上学，放学

第一次小“车祸”

第一次收到惊喜

第一次踏入大学

第一次跟他打架

第一次扩大交友视野

第一次办另个类型的生活应

第一次离开家人在外生活

第一次的忐忑

还有很多很多的第一次

经验丰富，心情也不断起伏的一年

如果没有你们

也许，它只会变得空白乏味

如果没有尝试，

也许，我的人生只有平平稳稳

姐妹们，如果没有你们

也许现在的我，还是一成不变

爸爸妈妈，如果没有你们

也许，我不会那么幸福

我的你，如果没有你

也许，我还不知道什么是知足

2010 ，参杂着喜，怒，哀，乐

参杂着种种的人情味

这一年

我对了很多

也错了很多

不期盼今年会有好结果

也不期待明年会有好收成

2011，我只要过得精彩

就足够

我的计划，

我还在实现当中

加油

给我，还有亲爱的你们

♥ 大嘴巴

换换另一个曲风

大嘴巴的没礼貌 ♥

重复听着歌曲

享受人间乐趣

哈哈

我白痴 =P

休息了两天

还是好累

怎么办 

♥ A simple post - Just to express my feeling

Waiting 00:00

Th-moments ♥ I have waiting long time ago 

500 days , we're together 

Passing through everything

Happiness, sadness 

Anger , laughter 

Disappointment 

Even we do have arguments often,

but the feeling will always be there 

and you are always by my side

No matter how am I 

what am I doing 

And even when I wanted to be alone 

You will never let me alone 

As you said : 

"We're together , sharing everything together"

Sometime I do hurt you

Deep deep deep enough for a huge war between us 

But , 

You'll always be the one 

Who take the first step 

and ask for apologize 

Thank god that I've meet you 

Sharing , Helping each other 

On the tough way that we have to walk on 

And I'll never be alone ♥

一起走过的 500 天

少不了彼此的欢笑与泪水

当中所发生的一切

至今仍牢记在脑海中

今年的纪念日

还记得吗?

傻傻的拿着这个盒子

却不让我在你面前打开

哈哈

好可爱 ♥

外观 ♥

近照

这一片片的隔层，是亲手弄上去的♥

他亲手折的纸星星♥

每一面都刻上不同的字 ， 哈哈

这是一个亲手制作的纪念品

花了不少功夫

对于这件事情，我根本一点也不知道

什么时候买的纸条

什么时候找来的材料

我完全被蒙在鼓里

直到当天，

一大早被吵起床

才收到这个惊喜 ♥ 

呵呵

谢谢你 ♥

Dear , 风大雨大

都有你在身边保护着

即使遇上什么困难

你都会一一耐心地帮我解决掉

也许我很依赖

可是我却习惯这一切

哈哈

懒惰虫就是我! =PP 

我们曾经很激烈的吵过

甚至闹脾气到打架

结果两败俱伤 

哈哈 

回想起来，感觉好幼稚 =S 

谢谢你，一路陪伴

Happy 500 days ♥

♥ Countdown-ing

Welcome December ♥

Countdown-ing

My love will not fade for you

Good night ♥

♥ end of 11月

即将送别11月

时间好快！

我回到家的日子也差不多快1个月了

也就是说

假期还剩1个月

我的天！

我还不希望这么快开学的说 =3=

可惜，

妈咪的课程还剩一个礼拜

接下来就是大扫除

每一年的假期都一样

不过，

期待爸爸给我惊喜

哈哈哈

因为我们这家人

很喜欢 “即兴” 这个玩意

呵呵呵

也就是说

突然间想去哪里

说到就走！

我超爱逛！

妈咪说圣诞节也许会出门走走

好嘞～ 我尽管期待看看

看爸爸妈妈会不会实现这个“诺言”

[ 其实他们没答应 ]

哈哈

我可不希望我的假期只有煲戏呢

^^

♥ Fatty MIN

Look at my chubby face

See ! I'm fat ! XDD

I just came back from KL two weeks

Then it become like this

I dun even dare to imagine

How am I going to be after two months ! @.@

Dear house-mate ,

when you guys see fatty inside the house

please don't be shock

Cause it's ME

Hahaha XD

我还是喜欢用我最爱的华文来完成我的故事 ♥

刚放假不久

我就胖成另一个样

不知道是水肿还是什么

每天熬夜追戏上网

黑眼圈似乎越来越深

直到前两天开始

体力不支另加头疼以后

才舍得乖乖上床睡觉

可见得我是

“敬酒不喝喝罚酒”的小伙子

呵呵

谁叫我年轻?!

[ 老不是罪] =.=

闲来无事，

傍晚等妈咪放学回来后

出去走走

ah hang 叩了我两次

要我出来喝茶

之前是不行，妈咪回来后就让我去

当然 ON !

结果几位老朋友走路慢吞吞

要我去找他们

哈哈哈

久违的步行，

一直想着以前一起走路回家的样子

从初中走到高中

风雨不改的说

我怀念啊! ~

你们呢?

♥ Lovely holidays

The virtual hamster ( Alex )

I've take it as the memory of Alex

Since I dare not to touch the real one

then i take the virtual one

As a pet for me

However , I take it just to represent little Alex that we miss very much

Especially Ikin ,

her sadness , we wont feel it

Ikin ,

Even tough Alex is just the virtual one

but

her soul will always by your side

The happiest moment

The cute action of her

Will always in our mind

=D

Cheer my dear

*************************************

My holidays

Enjoyable

is the word to describe

I wish to work at the beginning

But my mummy gonna take coarse for three weeks

Therefore ,

I have the responsible to take care of my little sister

that's why i cant go for a job

Hahaha ~ Good for me

=P

Blah

Hope the time will pass slowly

I don't want to stay alone for two months at KL later

God help me please =(

P/S : Good luck for all SPM candidates

All the best

=]]

♥ 长篇大论

用微笑

保持我的沉默

***************************************

假期中

不知道是享受还是无聊透顶

在家无所事事

却懒得连任何事情都不想去动

也许是休息下来

会发觉自己原来是那么的累

------- 假期前 ------

一 ：突发事件

很可悲的，我家仓鼠 Alex 过世了

Alex ，永别了

很想念它在球里爬，一直爬到我房里的可爱模样

可惜，这已经成为回忆

不过，还是要谢谢 Alex

把我跟 House-mate 们的距离拉得更近

因为那天的意外，大家都很惊讶

Ely 跑来向我求救，

可怜我连抓都不敢，怎么把它抓出来？

最后请来我的 dear 解决

但 Alex 已经鲜血不止

我们担心它会细菌感染

便叩 Ikin 把它送去给兽医治疗

可惜因为某些问题

第二天才送去

结果 Alex 也再一次发生同样意外

是为什么呢 ?

Alex , I miss you badly

=]

二：考试期间

累透了，拼了命啃书

死背的死背

几乎没有一科可以轻松一点

除了数学以外

原本打算好利用那天的轻松时间来啃下一个科目

也就是 IT

结果嘴馋

想吃 pizza

问朋友是否有deliver，结果没有

Ikin 提议去吃 Domino Pizza

On On On ~~~ Haha

好兴奋的夜晚

吃过回来便呆在房间哈拉个够

结果书读不成 哈哈哈

没关系，及格就好啦 =P

可是数学，就因为那一题

搞得我崩溃

算了，提起它我就伤心 =(

我们聊鬼故事

搞得我乱喊乱叫

现在头痛着开学该怎么过

因为全部都放假，除了我以外

所以整间家是我的

真是惨到一个点

谁来救救我 ? 我怕

哈哈哈

拍照拍照

我们--Hui Min.Ikin.Jasmine

当然还有 Jiajia.Ely

三 ：考试后

由于我甭需考英文

所以我只考了4天就放假

HOORAY!

当晚我就打包好行李准备回家

先去找弟弟，第二天一起 Home Sweet Home

------- 假期中 -------

大大们，我现在处于休假状态啦

放心，我会过得很好

不久后会很胖

哈哈哈

回来后的几天都很忙

帮忙妈咪处理事情

很有满足感

然后到KL去看看Lily姐的baby

好可爱的小男孩

长大后一定帅

^^

现在正式休息下来

姨妈却找上门

所以，我的腰很酸痛！

******************************************

我的假期，

要过得痛快才行

这是我 foundation year 里唯一最长的假期

所以我必须好好珍惜

我可怜的 Dearly 还要工作

真是辛苦他了

Dearly 加油加油噢 ^^

♥ 简单

当当当当

Happy Deepavali

第一个在外头过的印度新年

不像往年

会去朋友家拜年

吃我爱吃的印度佳肴

今年却逼使在异乡过节

都是因为那期末考

我好想家

只要再熬过7天

我就自由了 ^^

今天，我家搬来了新的house-mate

她很漂亮，进来不久便跟我谈天

感觉还不错 ^^

之后她还请我吃巧克力

诺，上面的照片

是我最爱的黑巧克力

还没吃

有点不舍

毕竟有点受宠若惊

呵呵

第一次收到见面礼

我好兴奋

期末考

很近很近

就在2天后

我

还是没有心情温习

书在眼前

心在荧幕前

哈哈

该走了

温书去

佳节愉快 ^^

♥ 走下去

时间

如常般的一秒一秒逝去

11 月的那一天

一个重要的日子

历历在目

每天重复着同样的事情

即使累，也不曾抱怨

获知的分数

隐藏着兴奋或是悲哀?

无人知，无人晓

即使再大的不满意

它已成为不可改变的事实

是

我确实是不太满意

即使老师一再的告诉我

优等离我不远

可是

自己早已所设下的目标

却渐渐离我远去

心不甘

我不能在这一刻倒下

纵使即将来临的抗战有多难熬

我还是要坚持下去

坚持

成了我唯一的解药

是自己的怠惰

还是自己的能力不在于此?

不

我不允许自己有借口

这将会成为我怠慢下来的绊脚石

我的喜好

跑到哪去了?

两年前的那场败仗

将它挥去了吗?

还是被冷落以后，

就不再对它报以热忱

而选择继续堕落在失望的世界里头

它会成为我一辈子的遗憾?

还是

只有钱，才能实现我所想的?

不，

我不能就此低下头

不管现在走的路

是否我想要

我已经开始行程

走了一个学期

我，

慧敏，

不能就此放弃。

然而，我的路程并不孤单

因为

有你 ♥

♥ I WANT !

Woots !

I gonna update my blog again

Final Quiz today

Quite satisfied with it

Just get trouble when lecturer ask me

" Quick quick quick "

Cause my brain still processing for a nicer answer

Hahaha

So everything for the 60% are done

Now left 40% to go !

My final

I gonna score you !

Oh yeah yeah

Today malaysian student are required to stay back

for something on

I thought what's that

Oh , it was awesome !

I was very excited when heard the news

But I am unable to do so

Study trip to LONDON

I Want to go !

It's amazing right ?

Here's the lists

Woah ~ Not bad

I want I want !

But

I'm poor =S

So I cannot go

Who wants to sponsored me ? Hahaha

Daddy mummy

Can you ?

Please ...

Hahah kidding ny

I'm a very understanding girl

I don't want add on my parents's burden anymore

Anywhere I could have a nice holiday in my country as well

=D

♥ 很生气咯

我很生气咯

有人做错事了

每次都是这样

算了

我当没事就好

P/S ：放心，我跟dear好得很

♥ 复杂心情

我很无奈

此时此刻
我究竟在搞什么

该是无忧无虑的时候

我只需要
做好自己的本分

书,依旧是温习过了

所有事情
依旧是如常般完成

我却,
在这个空洞的时刻
把自己陷入波涛汹涌的那一个入口

是因为不能出席吗?
是因为没得回家吗?
还是因为......
一切一切
就在收到那则短讯以后
改变

矛盾
该或是不该?

此时此刻
心情
是复杂的

♥ Update

Oh Yeah I have great days !
=D

Well well well ,
My weekend was great even though I'm just stay at home all day long
=D
Surprisingly,I slept until two o'clock in the afternoon for both days
Gosh , how piggies was me @.@
Hahaha
And I'd diet for the days
As my awaken time was just that few hours
Hahaha
But I had a very good rest
So that I can survive in the following week without sleep too long
But I failed
It seems failed
Since these few days I slept earlier than months before
=3
Oh my god ><


And then under the desire of enjoyment
I asked my dear to bring me out
We went to THE MINES
I just wanted to have a walk
So that i could do some exercise rather than just sit at home
Or else I'll be fat
XD
Plus I could do some research on IT gadget since my family ask me to buy
I have to compare the price first
Because I don't have that much cash in hand
XD


Here are some pictures where we snap :

I know I'm ugly
So please don't laugh
=P

These was my weekend
Hey that's not bad right ?
Or I'm too easy to satisfied ? XD

I'm gonna sigh here
NOW
LOL
Because my final have to held one week earlier
Because of something
SECRET =P
I think it's not fair LO
HAIZ , but the only thing I can do is study study study
And I'm extremely worry about my business
I scare I cannot score A for it
However , It will be the fact
Because it's too hard for me =((

Luckily I've ask my lecturer today
It would not be a problem for me
Hahaha
After heard it , I relax a lot
But it doesn't mean that I could relax for the long time
I should start to do my REVISION
NOW

So , here's my update
Enjoy
If you want to laugh , please do so
As I can make you happy , I'm glad to do it
XD
Hahaha kidding kay?

If you don't like it
Thank you for pressing the "x" button
=]

♥ The happiest day of this week

Hahaha ~
Sorry ~ I'm in crazy condition now
Cause I'm TOOOO happy
Hahaha XDDD

Yea ,
I'm finally be a hard worker now
Which I able to update my blog twice in a week
Cause today is the most happiest day in this week
For me =D
And I think it's memorable too
And so with valuable

Firstly ,
I've done all my tutorials !
Even I'd not pass it all up
Cause my lecturer is not coming today
So , free time YEAH !
actually is another lecturer who teaching
but since I've learn before
So I do my homework throughout the class time

Secondly ,
I am totally satisfy with my dinner today
Tou-fu-fa with french fries !
Oh yeah I'm loving it ~
Hahaha ~
My dear cooked it for me
Thanks dear >3
Huggies ♥
And I treat my housemate eat some
When my housemate ask who cook for me
I feel shy =S
Hahaha

XDDD

Keep laughing all the day ~
I'm considered mad already

XDDDD

Then after that , my housemate brought me honey dew
Which she bought from Cameron Highland
Aww ~ So sweet ♥

The honey dew is sweet too

Thanks my dear housemate ♥

P/s : I found a video clip on my friend's profile
It's superb cute
Hahaha ~
I've laugh together with my housemate when we watch it together

Another Sweet Day ♥

♥ An enjoyable day

Here comes ME
=D

My lecturer tells me that we're now in Week 12
and we have just left two more weeks
to study for our Final exam
Gosh ~
Seems too short for me
And we would not have study break for the final
I miss my daddy & mummy =(
However,there will be surprise for those who attended class
Before final exam
E - yak - yak
I want surprise
Hahaha

Waiting for the holidays coming
I wanna back home
Baking & Cooking with mummy
But mummy have to study for 3 weeks
So I have to take care of my cute sister
Luckily my extension is not required for foundation student
=D
That's why I can help my mum throughout the holidays

Yesterday ,
My class ended at 11 a.m
So I'm very free for the day
I've slept for the whole afternoon
Since I didn't sleep enough for long moment ago
Hahaha

Then at the evening
I went out with my dear
I'm too free to stuck in my room
It's boring
So ,
We went out
I love Outing >3



Fitting room
- The black one -

I saw a dress
Which I've looking for long time
Then I go and try it
Play at the fitting room
Hahaha
It's what I like when I'm free



- The pink one -

Actually I love both
Cause they come out with different styles
But the black one
I love it more
As it makes me look thinner
Haha

I'm running out of money
If not i gonna buy both of them
and before I decided to buy
I call mummy to ask for permission

See I'm a good girl XD
The dress cost RM 59
A moderate price
And yet I've found it for long time
So ,
I was extremely happy
Even my money had gone
Hahaha

My day
With simple event
But it's memorable
and
Enjoyable too

♥ I'm finally free

Another Friday again
I'm always updated my blog on Friday
Cause I'm lack of time
=(

Finally , I've finished my assignment
All the MAJOR assignment
Hooray !
I'm FREE now
Hahaha
But I still have another two mini assignment to go on
Never mind
As those two are very simple
Just hand written copy and paste
And my lecturer wants me to pass these two up
Next Tuesday
OK I'm fine with it
Since I have so much free time now
Hahaha

After this
I'll totally focus on my final
It's around the corner
Come on ! Catch it !
My target =D

Happy happy ING
My mid-term exam's result not bad
Even I'm still not satisfy with it

Next :
I'll be back later
With my lovely dear ♥
To see my dearest family ♥
Daddy mummy promise to bring me out for nice food
Awesome !


Waiting the time to flow faster
I WANT HOME ♥


Huggies ♥

♥ Another week

Here comes Friday again
Time is moving so fast that i cant even chase for it
Time is definitely not enough for me
I need lots of rest
to get well
have a healthy body
so that I could do anything better

I miss my home very much
Especially my little sister
Since she tells me everyday :
" Jie jie I miss you "
Those words is warm for me even though it's short
It's enough for me to hold everything badly on
and continue to work harder

Pity much for me
As my lecturer said : WE WILL HAVE EXTENSION FOR 3 WEEKS
but I still waiting it to be confirm
since my year leader tells me that it's for degree student
I hope we will not included
I need longer holidays
cause it is the only longest
and yet it's same with my mum's holidays too
So i wanna go back to enjoy my family time

Another event is where
I'm NOT satisfied with my own results
for both subject which are accounts and IT
I can score a higher mark for it
But CARELESS makes my marks down little bit
Even both are Grade A
I'm still not satisfied
Since I've targeted to get TOP
Argh .. But never mind
I will work harder next time
FINAL EXAM
I'm COMING !
I WANT TO SCORE IT !

Sigh ...
My wallet is in the condition of EMERGENCY
haha kidding
it's a joke
because I'm wondering
Either we've miss the bus or ?
and it make my money gone T.T
CRY....
xDD
I could save this money IF the bus make a U-turn
HUHU T.T
Just take an experience from it
I'm glad that I didn't angry for it
Even little bit
It shows that my EQ has growing
Hahaha XD
Dear , Am I right ?
Haha

Blessing everything will be fine for me
I'm looking forward to succeed
Thank god for giving me everything nice =D


♥ I LOVE MY LIFE
AS IT'S SIMPLE ♥

P/S :
I want to watch movie !
Legend of guardian and
Sammy's adventure
Who wanna sponsored ?
XD

♥ Good night

♥ 最后战争

星期日
过了很简单的天伦乐
可是时间短暂
咻~就这样过去了

爹地妈咪很疼我
一直问我要吃什么
要买什么类似的
我是幸福的孩子 ♥

结果我买了一双鞋 =D
因为那双稍微高一点点的拖鞋
穿得我脚疼
走路都辛苦
原本说好是 dear 买给我
不过 paiseh 啦
我收不下

爹地说我出来两个礼拜怎么都瘦了
我好开心哇 哈哈哈
没办法
出来两个礼拜
我就病足足两个礼拜
一直都没胃口吃东西
现在好转啦
只剩下咳嗽
呵呵

我现在感觉好轻松好轻松
一罗罗的功课终于被我完成一半啦
现在剩下最后一科

加油加油
很快就会过去的

我要放大假回家了哇
我要慢慢享受长达一个月半的假期了哇
回家看看我的小胖妹
好想家 ♥

♥ 我的星期五

一个人在房间里闷着
虽然手头上功课一罗罗
可是总是没什么心机去做
没信心
想要一切完美,似乎是不容易的事情
想简简单单的设计
左思右想却想不出什么创意和点子

巧克力或是水上乐园?
我思考了很久
却没有答案
我两个都想尝试
再问问意见后才做最后决定
可是连内容的点子也没有
看见朋友影印出来的成果
心里不禁羡慕
虽然可以很轻松的完成
为何我非要将它弄得这么复杂呢?
思绪好乱
只有在这个时候好乱

放下这一切
所有事情都是开心
值得期待的

家人快出来看我啦 =D
我要出去逛足一天
我享受
我喜欢
属于我们的天伦乐

想念我的爸妈
想念我的小胖妹
弟弟快考试了 ， 加把劲
考好成绩 ， 就甭需羡慕我啦
你要的到时候自然会到手
我也是这么得来的
而且一点也不易

加油
给我 ，给你
给所有的持有梦想的朋友们

未来
只有努力
才看得清

** 小记:听着我爱的歌
最近迷上了 Taylor Swift =]

♥ 疯掉

又一个星期
^^

mid-term 的成绩还不知情
结果妈咪拨电话来的时候
拼命跟妈咪说我好紧张好紧张～
其实我很紧张 account
从来没碰过的说 =3
不过还好有的 dear ❤ 来教我
不然我等fail~~~~~~

哈 ^^V


还是.......
病到我五颜六色
而且越来越严重！
每天靠 panadol 来生存
我 dear 说我快上瘾了
所以禁我再吃

啦啦啦 =P

生病什么都不想吃
只想吃粥
可是宿舍没有卖
要吃必须出去
我懒得去争巴士
更懒得走
所以去买速食粥 >3

之前听朋友讲是不错
可是自己吃了才知道
味道很像以前我常弄给妹妹吃的
婴儿谷粮 @@
第一口下肚我立刻晕 哈哈
可是没办法，硬着头皮吃剩4分之1才舍得倒掉

最近都没什么胃口
只想吃软软的食物
没胃口得连面包也嫌它硬 ！
我简直快病到疯掉 ~

妈咪这个礼拜出来找我啦
开心开心 =D

♥ 翻来啦 ～～

huh....先让我喘一口气

最近很累的说
再加上生病，反反复复
惨到一个点 >"<

真搞不懂自己，干嘛那么弱去 ～
明明就很大只 xD
应该很壮才是
哈哈哈 ～ 无聊 =.=

mid-term
我的 mid-term
是好是坏？ 我很紧张！
IT 要拿 A 是妄想 ～
明明不是IT的料跑去拿这科，自生自灭了
T.T
给个B都好 ～
阿弥陀佛
在这么多考试当中最怕是这个了
其他的还 OK
不是我厉害
是我 Dear 教得好
哈哈哈 ～ 呐 ～ 给你 credit 了
开心boh ? xDDD
>3<

最近都好忙
不知道在干嘛
就一直赶啊赶啊赶
整个人快疯去
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～
我要回家！


再过一下就好了
撑下去
坚持到底
我的目标越来越近 =D

♥ My promise

I'm coming !
我回来啦 ~

here comes my promise =]
I'm gonna update now

挥别我的生活记载也蛮久了
不好意思
上阵子比较忙，现在稍微有空些
所以来更新噜~

一个月，我离家出来读书已经一个月多了
也没回家一个月了
好想家的说
想念家里的床，家里的食物
虽说没有回家一个月，
但我也足足忙了大概一个月的时间

前两个星期
我在忙生活营
一个星期生活营，一个星期庆功
就这样两个星期过去了

生活营呢，长话短说
总而言之呢，
很有意义，很投入，也很enjoy
希望明年还有机会参与 =]
还有很谢谢伙伴们
我们合作愉快 =]
当然当中制造了不少的笑点
哈哈，乐在其中

接下来，重头戏
我们的“庆功宴”
到red box 唱歌去，包厢很漂亮，很豪气
所以唱歌简直high翻天！ 哈哈
连续长了大概8小时的说
除了兴奋还是兴奋

不过兴奋得背后得付出小小的代价
那就是----
赶 assignment 赶到凌晨 4点 ~
小意思 ，
最感动的是 ，
dear 陪我熬夜
第二天7点起床上课
感动 T.T
dear , 谢谢你 >3<

另两个星期，
也算是在赶功课的说，
除了那天跑去看电影
还蛮会享受的说，
我的省钱作战还向废了一半
哈哈哈 ， 没关系
我一定会成功的！
加油！

哦~ 差点忘了
我18 岁了呢
18 岁的生日 ，没啥特别
前一天，dear带我去吃我最爱的比萨
谢谢 ^3^
还有另外两件衣服
喜欢喜欢 ~
也不好意思，让你破费了　＝(
18岁的生日祝福，朋友们，姐妹们
我都收到了，记在心里了哦
谢谢你们
生活加油开开心 =)

读书篇　－　
到目前为止，读书还不错
蛮喜欢校园生活
跟大伙相处还不错
group assignment 的时间最爽
也是唱歌，至少有人陪我疯狂
我的年少，要过的不一样 =)
我要疯狂的少年生活
我要享受 =D
会计读得我呼天叫地，我太逊了
哈哈
电脑嘛，死记 @@
训练头脑记忆力中…
一大堆assignment等着我完成
懊恼中 =(

现在放假啦 ~ 一个星期
是奋斗期 哈哈
读书啦喂~ 不要发白日梦了
哈哈
target top student !　
　往目标朝去

Dear & Hui Min
Gambate !

♥ Home Sweet Home

Finally I'm back

♥ Home Sweet Home

gonna have a short break
but have to study hard trough this week
as my Mid-term test starts after holiday

There's quite a lot things I wanna share here
but now is too tired for me to type so long story
So,
just give me some time okay?
I'll upload my recent life
As fast as possible
I promise it
=D

♥ 我过得很充实

厚厚厚 ~ XD
原谅我的白痴 哈哈

我很久没有更新啦
就从上个星期开始
=D

上课还蛮不错
只是我有心无力，谁叫我烂睡
每天上课都在发白日梦
不过星期五还好
有的去 PC Fair
雅呼 ~~ 上课第一个星期就有得去trip
谁 比我们幸福？ 哈哈
飘~~~

很早到学校 等.....
weiheng 跟 yueling 无聊透顶
一个个member去问星座 哈
想 配对了喂 xP
结果一直“吃"二手烟
懊恼 >"<
结果让我发现
我们果然志同道合 xD
我们 anti 香烟
危害健康嘛 对不？
然后出发噜 ！

一上巴士 收到ruiyang 的信息
也刚好去 KLCC 看戏
就约定好见面啦 =D
前往路上，high 毕了
lecturer 一直拍照
真的很像出游 呵呵
weiheng 惨一点，他一上车就睡觉
结果睡觉样入镜头了
笑翻我们几个
哈哈哈哈

去 PC Fair 有目的 ，就是为了我们的 assignment
yeah ~ 分工合作 ，跑了两圈的电脑展
哈哈 结果搜寻资料完毕
午餐去！
然后在没有联络之下 [之前约定好彼此联络见面] 遇上ruiyang
开心 ^O^


过了很充实的一天
接下来要开始努力啦
加油加油
我们都是18岁的小伙子 !



** Week 2

很懊恼，student portal 一直sign in 不到
跑了bursary几次 ，结果在昨天成功了
yeappieee ~~
没办法，讲义都upload在里面
必须自己download下来
不然上课就只有看的份
这样就等于0 了
所以还是有一份讲义较好
至少可以加多一点资料的说

昨天刚考完英文displacement test
如果拿到80分以上，这个sem就可以跳过这个科目
哎~ 我没那个福分
尽力就好

这个星期开始展开我的省钱作战啦
我要买很多东西
小说，衣服 等
我上课没衣服穿啦
妈妈叫我出来买
哈哈

所以，开始作战噜 >3<

♥ life

muahaha now my mood damn good
everything bad have been settle
relax now
and tomorrow start class late XD
free~~~~

and my class also relax for now
temporary
gonna busy when tutorials and assignment come

actually i've plan to back on this friday afternoon after my class
but now have to postpone
oh my god
because i got to go for PC fair under my foundation subject
it's compulsory
so i hv to go back late
around 7 or 8 i think
the last bus is 8
god help me so that i can back on that day
cause i got meeting on the next day
praying for succesful

amitabha

♥ class start !

i've start my class on Monday

when reach my school ,
busying searching for the timetable since we don't have a hardware copy
pity me hiak hiak
but also not bad la
at least i can remember it well
thanks to my dear =D
he'd found it hardly
running everywhere just for the timetable

i'm in group C
same wit my dear , and another two friends too
who are ling and libron
pity wei yang
he's in group A
so three guys {us}
gonna stay late tomorrow =D
class until 5
huh ~ i need to wait ~ blah ~~~~

and there's English class on thursday
it sounds not bad
but ! until six o'clock in the evening
can't go to IOI mall T^T
nevermind , i take a good rest =D

well , actually everything is good
just i'm too lazy and always in a sleepy mood
if not i could fully enjoy on it
hahaaaaa ~ even how long i sleep
i still feel sleepy
=( why ?

and i've received lots concern msg from my babies
thanks to all of you >3
touching ~ i love you guys much much
and miss you all

sooo ~~ gonna be pig again xD
good night >3

♥ My new life

well ~ i've reach kl
and start my new life right now
everything is ok
so for those friends who are worry about me
can relax now =]
i'm alright
i'm surprise that i can do all the things by myself
it's amazing xD

and now whole week is orietation programme
so it'll be a little bit boring
i think =P
since i've experience one time when i study form six before

hee =]
now i'm in trouble with my meeting time
sigh ~~ how can i go for meeting ?
try and see ~ maybe by bus =D

actually my hostel life damn bore
no pc,no internet,no fun
xD
i'm only can spend time in McD
coz gt wifi =p
spend thr few hours
yaiz ~ i'm panic with my room wall
ants "walking" around
even i've clean it
T^T

♥ 暂时放下忧虑

今天 ♥ 365 天

一大早被电话吵醒
我还在做猪猪 =3=
太久没睡迟一些，最近在忙学车
我不要fail T^T

dear 信息过来，
骨莫宁 ~ 哈哈
然后就开始“扭计”
好啦 ， 我起身了

牙刚刷好，就听到电单车车声
开门，就看到他站在门口

“拿，给你的”
“什么来的？可以开吗？”
“不要不要，等下你才自己开”
“ 现在 =( ”
“ 不给 ”

等dear一走，
shooooo 飞进去开来看 XD
suprise T^T
我dear竟然折那麽多纸星星
不同字的纸条
一格格分开，最后那格有块类似石头的东西
上面刻了字
很感动 T^T
全都是亲手做的

其实，要他做这些东西，蛮难的
因为他没有兴趣 =P
可是为了给我惊喜，他什么都不管

我知道，我们最近每天都吵架
他知道，我在想什么
他想证明
他对我到底有多认真

我感受到
我一直都知道 =]

一年以来，什么风风雨雨都走过
唯一不变的是
那份感情

最近老是很悲伤，
是他，让我暂时放下忧虑
是他，一直在鼓励我
也是他，在我帮不到朋友而感到绝望的时候，
把我骂醒
我知道他心疼
他不希望看到我愁眉苦脸
他喜欢我笑

=D

Dear , Happy Anniversary ♥
一周年纪念快乐

我爱你 >3

♥ sad

匆匆忙忙
大家都各忙各的
在烦恼着
沉浸在悲伤与绝望之中
在担心着

每个人的心,都画上不一样的符号
不一样的色彩
但,相同的是,
那个颜色很黑暗
让人感觉很孤单,很冷



我们彼此还需要互相依靠麽?


我要 =]



我无法想象
我们的班,是什么样子

即使外表装作很强
其实,没有谁真正了解我们的心情
要变得坚定,
就得花上一点点的时间

我明白她们的处境
也明白她们的心情
我感受到她们的痛楚
而我却什么也帮不了
我只能担心

默默祈祷,
这一切
我们都会勇敢的熬下去
再难的
我们也会度过





加油
♥ 给妳们
♥ 给我

♥ 舍不得

一个星期,也就这样的过去
我无法将时间停留
即使,我很希望

我不舍得
很不舍得

♥ 慧宝 比我更早离开家
她甚至去得更远
而且,也一个人
她即将面对的,或许比我更难
无论如何
要加油

♥ 凯芯 你的痛
没人能比你更加了解
能帮的,我已经尽力去帮
虽然,我也为你感到伤心
我知道,你需要时间
你也一样,要加油
我们都会为你打气
鼓励你,向前走

离开前的聚会
我没有哭
=]

除了你们
我舍不得的
还有我的家人

爸爸妈妈
为了我的生活费
奔波了很多
他们甚至，努力为我打点一切
我知道，他们很疼我
真的真的

记得那天
领了奖学金回来
我躺在床上，久久不能入眠
妈咪刚好躺在一旁
她了解我的烦恼
她什么也没说
把我拥入怀，轻拍我入睡
呵呵，像小孩子
可是心却很甜
很久都没有这样了

因为我，爹地妈咪必须更辛苦的工作
虽然他们没挂在嘴边
但是我知道

我会珍惜 ♥

不管我有多想念
不管我有多舍不得
但，我终究还是得离开这里
踏上那片陌生的土地
展开我的新生活


*** 爸妈，请不要担心
我会好好照顾自己

弟，请用功读书
长大了，不要再让爸妈为你心烦

还有妹，记得要乖，要听话

=]

♥ 我的你们

以前
经历过种种的友情挫折
曾经
我对它充满怨恨与不信任
那个时候
我只相信
社会的现实，和勾心斗角



直到---
我遇见了 ♥ 你们 =]

刚开学的那一刻
我们并不熟悉
谈的话，都是那两三句
后来
我们面对了很多很多的问题
从申请转系，到不成功
从不成功，到接受，再到决定留下来
再从接受，转变到现在的分开

我们从普通，转变到另一个阶段
我们都习惯每天都见到彼此
一起上课，一起下课，再一起放学
食堂的那个角落
充满我们的回忆
班上的那个位置
在我的心中，它永远属于我们

我们其实都很简单
耍心机，是我们讨厌的词
坦荡，是我们的作风
认识你们
我知道，原来不完美的友情
也可以那么的简单快乐
就因为这样，
我心里的那道隔墙
因为你们，慢慢的融化
我很开心
即使中六的生活是何等的难受
至少，你们会让我快乐
会让我觉得上学，其实也还好
并没有很辛苦

我原以为
这样的生活
会维持
可是上天，似乎对我做出考验
在我找到出口的那一刻
他为我，设下了另一个挑战

我
很快就要离开了
离开你们
到外面生活

我不知道，未来的路
会是怎样

我只知道
之前的生活，它已经变成回忆的一部分

我真的很不舍得
很不舍得 ...

请不要告诉我应该做些什么
但
请告诉我
没有你们的日子
我该怎么过



**咏欣，慧宝，慧恩，慈语，凯芯，畹晴，慧敏

请答应我，我们会再见
再好像以前一样，为少年疯狂
虽然相聚短暂
但我会珍惜
记得保持联络 ♥ 宝贝们

我爱你们 >3<

♥ i will miss

♥ 宝贝欣 ，生日快乐
>3<



七月 ，一个特别的月份
从这个月开始
就有很多朋友陆陆续续的生日
刚庆祝过 yanyan 的生日
开心开心
很喜欢聚在一起的感觉 ♥ 感觉温馨
今年多加了 ♥ 宝贝语 和 ♥ 宝贝晴
唯独 ♥凯芯小姐 和 ♥ 慧宝小姐缺席
=（
我们还是一样的疯狂 XD



* 拍照拍照 ，我们的最爱

♥ 我爱你们 =3=



** 很快的，我要走了
再去适应另一个新的环境
我 ，对这种感觉很纳闷
好不容易才真正适应目前的状况
现在 ，又必须重新来过
愿我能办到 =]

面对你们，我有千万分不舍
毕竟这2个月以来
因为有你们，我的日子过得
♥ 开心
♥ 幸福
虽然我们都很疯狂 ，但这就是我想要的年少生活

离开了，没有人再陪着我疯
还有谁会跟我一起哈哈大笑呢？
=D

我会想念你们
我会想念那段的日子
我会想念这里的一切

朋友，谢谢你们
给了我这一切
等我假期回来，我们再见面一起疯狂好么？
记得保持联系

祝福你们 ♥

♥ an unforgetable event

it's july now
sooooo fast ,
i seems like doing nothing for the past half year =P

i've been in bad luck for these few weeks =(
cause i sick again
this time even " more serious "
infection @@
gosh i really faint after heard this from the doctor
first time i have to take so much medicine
on no >"< untill now i still haven finish it yet =.="
fine , skip it =)

*** using chinese to make my article smoother xD

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星期三 -- 有够难忘
发生了小小车祸
人没有受伤，
车也没有
但是竟然猖狂到被人家跟踪到另个地方
谈判 ！
有够无聊 =.="
跳过跳过
结果是我们没有错
但却赔了一点点
知道的朋友还骂我们这么要酱傻赔钱
因为没有必要
哎哟 ，不赔都给了
算了诺
到晚上竟然给我睡不着
惨 ----
我已经几个晚上没有睡好了
补眠去 =）

♥ positive postive positive ! yeah =p

school holidays ended
going to start a new life
at the beginning
i thought everything is under my control
as the worse event had pass
who knows , my bad luck was just started

the first day of the school day
i'd receive a bad news
i was fail in the application for change stream
that was very bad actually
and i was extremely frustrated
i thought with my poor result
my application will be approve
and i can study what i have decide earlier on
and now
I FAILED
i never predict this will happen on me
however , disappointment would not change anything
what i can do is accept it
face it and deal with it
maybe i can apply again , if i wish to
=]

now , i've make my decision
i want to stay
in science stream
although it is very tough for me
and i'll face a lot of hardship

firstly , the study problem
i hate rushing syllabus
since i do not know what i'm learning at all
notes have been done
but i cant finish my worksheet ,
as i do not know how to do it at all
sigh ...
i have no tuition , no reference book
i just have my own notes which is not complete
with those little notes
how can i sit in examination ?

sighhhhhh ~~~~~

secondly , timing problem
huhhhhh ...
my life is totally different with pass few years
and now i only realize that
my form1-form 5 time
was that relax
i miss it terriblely T^T
now , i do not have enough time to finish up all the homeworks
3 hours spent on it
i still cant finish all
plus another revision time
i only can sleep for a few hours per day
my panda eyes appear within 2 days
hooo... sad =(
no relax time for now on except for friday
just to relief all my stress
have a good rest so that i'll have enough energy to fight later on
cant stop study for a day right now
if not i will not able to catch up what i've miss
parents are happy with it since
i STUDY A LOT
and with this i get benefit on it
when i want to attend or join some activities
i can get permission easily
cause i have study everyday
hahahaha good or bad ?
=p



****** even what will happen
i will deal with the situation
live without stress , although it's present
lalala ~ =P
i want a happy life
i want to live in happiness
i know i can do it
i know WE can do it
right ?


Baby =3=

MUACKSSSS >.<


あいしてる

♥ i need to be strong

everything is changing
life gets tough
cheer up
and face it bravely
=]



* to me and you

♥ 软咖

我又翘课了 =P

i'm in sick now
terriblely sick
cold , sneeze and cough
i hated these badly =(
and medicine makes me feel sleepy all the time
make myself have no energy to do everything even i'm not tired at all
my eyes keep wanna close but my mind not
gosh ! ~

我不要做软咖
虽然kfc很好吃 XD
shhhhhhh ~ 不要告诉妈咪
=P

♥ 我×近况

再等2个月
我就有KFC大餐吃了
哈哈 XD
等着瞧吧～


× 学校 ---
闷闷闷闷闷闷~~~
我很纳闷,不知道为什么
很多事情等着settle，
不懂从哪里开始
庆幸的是，转换科系的消息终于有了
也完成了
现在等着好消息
我讨厌等 >"<

× 时间 ---
没错的话，2个星期
我就不用 “ 受苦 ” 啦
哈哈哈~~~
bee ~ 我等你好消息，就明天
如果可以的话 =]

× 生活 ---
基本上算是不错
我过得很疯狂
下午3-4点还穿着缝上徽章的校服到处乱跑
[ 其实我做正经事 ]
我没翘课 =P ，是放学了
我决定了，不，
我们一致决定了，年少时期『呕』要尽情疯狂
开始一步步踏进那种状态了噜
原谅我那么白痴
我就是那么 38-24 XD
XD





我等待假期
我期待奇迹 ， 哈 XD
6月12号疯狂去

♥ life

school life is not that great
only one word can describe
which is boring

i dun like to go school
=(
lots problem to settle

♥ nothing special

have a moody feel today
why the weather was so hot since i came back
makes me wanna to cut my long hair
but i'm unable to do so
i love long hair T^T
is it my problem
or i've dy suit wit air-con while i work last time ?
confusing --

my lovely dear told me that i must have a balance life
gosh lecture >"<
but i willing to listen it queitly
haha
only him can make me to do so

ee-yaya
that's right
but a true friend
i can tell it honestly
is h-a-r-d to meet =]
who know they can or cannot be trusted
or they'll betray you or not ?
who never try it before

whatever
i got my babies enuf
my baby yan , baby pow , baby tian sis ...
plus my baby janet
haha
i love you all
when timing is right
i would like to invite you to shopping with me
but that's going to happen when i'm 21
or maybe it'll be earlier
since my daddy giving me a limit on myself
as i am a STUDENT
is it bad or great ?

i miss you all baby T^T
heard my baby pow may not back on next week
a-a-a-a-a
baby gals
i'll by ur side always
and will lend you a shoulder when you need it
teehee =]


waiting for next monday
my lovely dear will be back soon !
oh yeah i can go out dy
so long i've been lock myself at home
it's time for freeeeeeee ~~~~~
waiting for the day coming
wanna meet my dear >"<





* add a great news
daddy promise me
aha ~ hang out for shopping on 1st of May
and another KL one day trip wit mum on 7th of May

after that
i'm going to start my study life

♥ i want shopping

great news !
yesterday when my daddy watched movie using computer
he tell me that our ear phone was spoil to function
i say if wanna buy a new one
just bring me to kl

my dad reply " OK!"
oh my god
so happy when heard it
hope it'll be true

or i'll make my daddy feeling gulity
haha
i'm evil daughter >.<

i want shopping !

wait for next next saturday =]

♥ i'm at home

从KL回来那一天开始
我就没踏出家门一步
客厅与电脑
几乎成了我的伴侣
呵

这里的天气比起KL
来的热
很想念舅舅家的说
=3=
我要游泳 >.<

i'm crazy with shopping recently =]
no reasons fall in love wit it
love to spending my time with my lovely cousin
they're that cute
and that playful
especially the younger cousin brother
he likes to fight with me
and this makes me look like a child =.=
oh my god

wanna go KL again
keep asking and asking dad
haha ~
hope i'm success =P
if if if
i'll go
i'm going to buy another series of english & chinese novels
oh yeah ~
i love reading that much

♥ 短

- 我回来了 -


原本打算住上好几个星期
没想到
就只住了一个礼拜

我与飞机“擦身而过”
沙巴的朋友
有缘再见吧
=]

第一次疯狂血拼
第一次懒洋洋的躺着无所事事
第一次闭上眼睛胡思乱想 [想好事情]
第一次为游戏熬夜
第一次跟舅母狂追偶像剧


第一次疯狂的想念你