=(

i really duno
how to describe my feeling now
a bit sad
a bit angry

there's something made me
feel disappointed
i cant believe that
such things was happen in my life
i've been treat as a stupid
in their eyes
maybe

i cant force myself to accept
what was happen in these month
really
i was hurt
by their action
even how many years
i've know them
but this have made a big hole
in my heart
in my mind
and
in my soul